Tears of Nature

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

heyHeYhey...
back again..me feeeling super duper tiring todae..dun noe why..maybe..becoz of the weather..i suppose..reali bright sunny day todae..juz wake up as
yesterday sleepover at my cuzzie sister huz..We had movie marothons again..tis time around we chose ghost stories..
We watched 4bia(love the 3 n 4 story as 3rd one is funny while the 4th one was quite scary)...followed by rouge crocodile(that is not ghost stories..juz some thiller)n lastLy was the 1408..reali enjoyed the movies thAt we jUz sLeeep fOr couPle of hOuRs b4 waKinh up..thAt's why when i reached home..i bathed n take naP..nOw still feeling tired n bored..attachment starting abiut few days more..haiz..Now feeling bored..dun noe what to do..TV nowadays boring..nothing interesTing to do..oklah..
tHat's for tOdae..lAzy to tYpe aLreadI..

PS:1 moRe dAy tO gO b4 sAyInG gOOdbYe tO 2008..

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

Monday, December 29, 2008

haiya..dun noe why cannot sleep in this wee hours..juz cannot shut my damn eyes...actuali feeling tired but juz cud not shut my eyes...juz finish watching this malay drama 'GELORA DI HATI SARA' as i miss that 2 episode..that's why doing this catching up since i can't sleep..mummy alreadi sleeping..daddy still watching tv at this hour..He's really at owl..sleep really late at nite and wake up soo early in the morning..dun noe what magic powers he have..haha..juz can't wait for 1030 at nite to watch the continuation of the drama as now its at the peak..If u guys feling bored..try watching tis sad drama..it really make u cry..haha..n i did cry..(emo lah konon)..OKlah..since its holiday now..ya..why not catch tis drama at youtube...ok..peeps..gtg..its alreadi late..now i realised its late..makes my eyes close lah...ok..see ya around for the next post..

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

Sunday, December 28, 2008

karAOke outing

heY..back again..Actuali juz cAme baCk from maSjid after cElebrating mUsLim nEw yEar bEfOre celebrating the nEw yEaR oN the 31 of dEcember..ToDae feel sooo bred althoUgh my familY and I went out jUz nOw..Todae is Sooo vEry hOOOOt that made us easilY lethargiC n huNgRY as oN sUnnY daYs,we Tend to bUrn more fats faster..haha(mcm fahm onLi)

ThEn uPdAte pHotos tHat i Went karaoKe with fatin,yusra,fifa,dayah,khai,kelvin faizal n saiful..It is my first tie going out with the E clans although i always go out wif the gaLs..But it was Fun though..wAiTInG for the next outing...haha..maybe who's the planner next??hmm..iTs stiLL a question mark??It is not easy to plan as tHe planner needs alot of paTienCe..rItE fIfA?haha..

The karaoke was a awesome as we get to sing sonGs alThOuGh our vOiCe iS noT lIke aNy sInGer..bUt wHo cAre..tHaTs iT wHy it nAmed karoake riTe guys?haha..bUt for that fifa n faizal n get award for singing alot of soNgs as for the aftERnooN thE bOth of thEm Were acTivelY singing..fAtin voIcE was awesome..I should gIvE 10 thumbs up..haha..n i was shocked that kelvin sang dangdUt song..alamak..die gelek lah krg..haha..After that..kHai n keLvin agIn weRe sinGing dAngdut that sAnG by iNuL bUt iN the eNd,tHey did not sIng bUt tHe guys watcHeD inUL gOyAnG mAuT nYER..haha..wHen nearing to tHe enD,tHen sAiful want to sing..alamak..he sing when soMe of uS are gonE..seGaN eh..hehe..tHat afternoOn was fuN n wE dId enjoyEd mySeLf..

On tHe frIdAy moRnIng..bEfore gOing for Karaoke,mY frend msg me that the exam results were ouT while i am still sleepIng as thE yesteRdaE i wAS haViNg moViE mArOtHon aT thE cOusIn sIsTer hUz..haha..i enjoyed it as tehmovie was aLL thillERs..Both oF uS sHoUtEd when it come To suspenSE..fUtHermOrE hER parents wEre not at home as they were doing thier plimerage at Makkah..u gUys shoulD tRy it..mOvIe mArOthOnERs aT hOme iNsTeAd aT cInEmAs..oK..bAck to my stOrY..i qUicKlY opEn uP ITE wEbsitE n cHecK Y reSults..i Was scAred tHaT i fLunG my exams but i pAss aLL mY yEaR eNd mOdULES..pHeW..hehe..jUz hope that i do weLL in cLinIcAl n i will be aBle to Go to poLytEchNIC to pursue my diploma in NuRsing..

oK...tHatS for toDae..bE bAcK witH mOrE uPdAtEs in tIme tO cOmE..

PS:SAY GOODBYE TO 2008 IN 3 MORE DAYS PEOPLE..

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

Monday, December 22, 2008

Am I bEiNg mAdE tO bE a LoNER?

Oh my gOd..My heart really aches..man..I dun now why..I am the person who will not fall easily for guy.But when i fall for a guy i want to noe more about him myself..I'm confused wif my own feelings sumtimes..I used to have tis feelings before but when i realised it will not cone alive so I stop feeling for that person but his apperance sumtimes is quetion mark to me..He loves that person but sumtimes the way he look at me as if he noes i have a crush on him..That made me stop having a crush on him..I considered that feeling of mine an infactuation.Tis one another one more..maybe aku je yg perasan tak..I have tis feelings for tis guy starting from 2.1..if i'm not wrong.It is during our SIM training.1 yr at sch dosen't made me to notice him either.But since tis 2nd yr,i notice him n feelings start to grew..We hardly talk but the way he talk to others..the way he smile..the way he act juz captures me..My heart really opened up for him..Its not his fault..as he plainly dun noe..i think he oso have no feelings for me..Like what i say..it need to clap with 2 hands but now i am clapping with 1 hands only...What a devastating thing to do..When i accidentally opened up his blog..my heart juz sank deeply when i read his post..Betulah..ape aku ckp..aku yg perasan...Hiaz..sedihnye aku...kdg2 aku pnat suke berperasaan sebegini..takpelah..biarlah..srg itu dtg dgn sendirinye dan aku bleh menikmati tu semu..I hope that moment will come soon..My heart is too looong to be kept empty..Ohh..why..I have to be in this state?Oh god pls answer my prayers..I really in to him..Although he dosen't look like the guy that i want,the qualities that matters...Hiaz..sob..sob..For those who noe who am i talking about..u juz ignore..need not tell me who he is...Kalo lah..die tahu aku suke die..kan bagus..I Look as if i am desperate but not..this is confession of my heart..u dun noe whn u will fall in love..the feelings juz come naturally..U cannot blame me for these too..I hope..that day will come when he knows how i feel..even if for a few moment..

OK...enuf of this emoshit...need to sleep..mummy alreadi noisy..ok..see ya..
p.s:for those who noe juz keep it to urself lah..u noe i noe lah...

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

Hi frends...back again...this are the photos that we had our gathering.It is actuali a well done although it rain the whole day...u guys must been wondering why are we wearing our jackets when we suppose to have bbq...hahaz..becoz the weather is damn cold that we can't even take our jackets off for a moment.We arrive there ard 4 plus but the guys alreadi there..Ashraf..Farhan...n additional member..najib bro...nukman..den ard 4 plus the gals join..me n surya n abby(najib's darling)..Thks to najib as he drove the gals there as he is oso picking up abby from work..Hafiz n fira arrive a bit later...by then we stop the bbq as the rain becoming more heavier..Then najib had a surprise for abby..So we have play our part so that abby wud not suspect anything..The surprise turn out to be awesome..The wordings that najib made from light sticks was splendid..I wish i got a thotful n romantic guy..haha..dream on lah fad..ok back to the story,najib even surprises us with photo frame n our names on it..We were so touched.We feel like crying..hehe

Even out 8 man tent which ashraf bring along,was went as i think we didnt zip properly..Wandi n Omar arrive later too as wandi juz came back from work n omar juz came back from KL..

We can't bbq anything as the rain was pouring n every1 was hungry..We decided to eat nasi lemak at changi village which some claimed was nice but actuali it wasn't.So we go 2 cars..which lead by najib n omar...hehe..drivers of the day..hehe(joking huh..)Yg paling best skali..i drink teh tarik...best btol..tu baru dikatekan shiok...tgh hujan2..minum air teh..WOW..hehe..After a hearty dinner..Omar went home as he have to fetched his sister from airport..So we left wif one car which is najib car..Futhermore we planned to go to OCH..At night..raining..going to OCH..OH My GoD...U gUyS juz imagine it..hahs..Some more we left with one car n has to cramped with 7 people..It is not impossible..it is possible coz we have done it..hOw we done it i shall not explain in detail..hehe..u noe i noe lah ye...When we reached OCH..we were all feeling scared..our heart really pump very fast..We're having tachycardia(medical term lah plak)Luckily the front gate was locked that made us to turn back..The enviromnent really send chills to my spine..

Back to our campsite,we walk as we talked for that nite..None for us is sleeping..We talk about everything i suppose.We sleep ard 4 in the morning..i think..By then i dun bother 2 look at my watch..

Gatherings like these able us to noe one another more.The neat side n the seleke side of us..We able to foster our bond more closely which we find it hard during sch times as every1 is busy wif schwork n stuffs..But i think we all at sch n outside the same..still very playful..Miss those times when we are together..Hope we can have these gatherings agin..I got a piece of poem for all..

"Give me friends or give me death". A life without friendship is terrible and lonely. We are social beings and friendship is an incredibly important part of our lives. Appreciating friends is something we must always make time for. In today's competitive world it is easy to get up in our careers or our latest project. It is important to keep a sense of perspective. It is nice to rise high in the company but all the money in the world is not going to keep you company on a cold winter night"

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

HEY HEY HEY...BACK WIF MORE PHOTOS..THESE ARE THE SOCIAL NITE PHOTOS THAT ARE TAKEN...ACTUALI THER'S ALOT BUT I JUZ TIRED TO UPPLOAD MORE...I THINK TIS ALREADI MORE DEN ENUF....HEHE..HOPE U GUYS ENJOY SEEING THESE PHOTOS.

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo

Friday, December 19, 2008

Standard Chactered Marathon

singpore dirtiest place for that day

deep heat anyone?

teachers on the go....

first aid counter for the 42 km

they are the road marshals...

the patrol car meaning the end of the race...wooHooo

the are even children racers...WOW..

short...tall..small built...big built...

the handsome..the hunkies...hehe

our drop off point...

the gorgeous first aiders for that stn..haha...

massaging time!!

Taking photos of jump tak menjadi...

Looks cOnstipated...hahahah

On our way...

Look Ms chow is so energetic in taking out photos in the bus...haha

tis the landlard that we haf to wear for identification

Hahah...that's all the photos for that event...Although its a long time tapi masih belum basi lagi tau...masih fresh di ingatan...haha...i think that's all folks.....Will upload more in time to come...

Friends make me smileThey brighten up my dayFriends have that magic touchTo
chase the blues awayThe road of life can be longWith many twists and turnsWhen
things really go wrongThat's the time you learnJust who your friends areJust who
is on your sideBecause when you need themTrue friends never hideA friend always
seems to knowWhen to be a friendIt seems they're always readyWith a helping hand
to lendMy friends knowWhen they're in a jamThey don't have far to goTo find a
helping hand.

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo