Oh my gOd..My heart really aches..man..I dun now why..I am the person who will not fall easily for guy.But when i fall for a guy i want to noe more about him myself..I'm confused wif my own feelings sumtimes..I used to have tis feelings before but when i realised it will not cone alive so I stop feeling for that person but his apperance sumtimes is quetion mark to me..He loves that person but sumtimes the way he look at me as if he noes i have a crush on him..That made me stop having a crush on him..I considered that feeling of mine an infactuation.Tis one another one more..maybe aku je yg perasan tak..I have tis feelings for tis guy starting from 2.1..if i'm not wrong.It is during our SIM training.1 yr at sch dosen't made me to notice him either.But since tis 2nd yr,i notice him n feelings start to grew..We hardly talk but the way he talk to others..the way he smile..the way he act juz captures me..My heart really opened up for him..Its not his fault..as he plainly dun noe..i think he oso have no feelings for me..Like what i say..it need to clap with 2 hands but now i am clapping with 1 hands only...What a devastating thing to do..When i accidentally opened up his blog..my heart juz sank deeply when i read his post..Betulah..ape aku ckp..aku yg perasan...Hiaz..sedihnye aku...kdg2 aku pnat suke berperasaan sebegini..takpelah..biarlah..srg itu dtg dgn sendirinye dan aku bleh menikmati tu semu..I hope that moment will come soon..My heart is too looong to be kept empty..Ohh..why..I have to be in this state?Oh god pls answer my prayers..I really in to him..Although he dosen't look like the guy that i want,the qualities that matters...Hiaz..sob..sob..For those who noe who am i talking about..u juz ignore..need not tell me who he is...Kalo lah..die tahu aku suke die..kan bagus..I Look as if i am desperate but not..this is confession of my heart..u dun noe whn u will fall in love..the feelings juz come naturally..U cannot blame me for these too..I hope..that day will come when he knows how i feel..even if for a few moment..

OK...enuf of this emoshit...need to sleep..mummy alreadi noisy..ok..see ya..
p.s:for those who noe juz keep it to urself lah..u noe i noe lah...

- sa_rang_ju_se_yo